Always

Music has always touched me deeply. It helps me cope, pray, worship...I could go on and on.

I usually listen to a song over and over again for a period of time. As it relates to where I am, I make it my prayer or find comfort in the words. For the past week or so I have been listening to "Always" by Building429 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6LTfueFPpM

The lyrics to the Chorus and the bridge go like this:

"I believe always, always our Savior never fails.

Even when all hope is gone, God knows our pain and His promise remains,

He will be with you ALWAYS.

Friend I don't know where you are, and I don't know where you've been

Maybe your fighting for your life, just about to throw the towel in.

But if you're crying our for mercy, if there's no hope left at all,

If you've given everything you've got and you're still about to fall,

Hold on, Hold on, Hold on

Because I believe always, always our Savior never fails.

Even when all faith is gone, God knows our pain and His promise remains ALWAYS."

The chorus to this song brings me great comfort. I am tired and I am weary. I am afraid. This is "the week" I have been anticipating and fearing. I don't want history to repeat itself, but I don't get to make that call. I know that no matter what happens, HE will be with us ALWAYS.

Here is our latest ultrasound pic from last week, baby's heart rate was between 155-160.